Inspiration rarely strikes me at convenient times, and last Saturday was no exception.
I woke up at 5 am that day because I wanted to get in a little time at the piano before I had to go cook a bonfire brunch with my restaurant team at a forest preserve. (Like we do).
At 6:30 am, a song started pouring out of me. I only had 15 minutes to get it done. I grabbed a pen and paper and started trying to write it all down.
Before I got a chance to finish, I had to leave to go to work. As I pulled down the driveway, I felt resentful.
Work always gets in the way. There's never any time for me to do what I want to do. WHEN'S MY TIME?!?
By the time I got to the forest preserve, I forced myself to stop thinking about the song, and I got to work. No sense being a sad sack. So I hauled all the food over to the bonfire pits. I set up my station--soft-boiled eggs--and listened to Spotify while I boiled the water and waited for our customers to arrive.
While hovering over my dutch oven, a song came on that I hadn't heard before. It was a minor waltz. It shook me to my core. The song I had written earlier that morning was a major waltz, and the bonfire tune got me thinking about how much better it would sound if my half-written morning song was minor.
After cooking all morning, I went home, ready to tackle the tune I had started in a whole different way. The completed song was great, way better than it would have been if I had finished it the way it began.
Feeling lucky that I didn't have time to get my way.
Reader, if any of this sounds familiar to you, let's just put it out here: just because things aren't going as planned, doesn't mean anything's wrong. Who knows? Maybe things are rolling out the way they're supposed to.
I'll always be grateful for the soft-boiled egg lesson this week. See you next Monday. -Em